Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

though i didn’t really study for my struct 2 quiz,

but at least a did my tutorial all over the second time..

its frustrating when i do know how to do..

but always happen to black out during the test..

N THIS ALWAYS RESULTS IN SCREWING UP..

so i failed my quiz…can my day get any better?

Moreover i had tech com tutorial..isn’t that great?

the tutor was making things super difficult for us…

picking on everything…damn..how waste time can..

plus i feel rather disgusted after reading someone’s blog..

perhaps theres a difference in perception…

is interesting how the way “she” uses very strong words..

hmmm sometimes..reflections are needed from time to time..

to even see if ya making the exact mistakes too.

perhaps is just the definition of different worlds makes the line so clear

that “she” cant relate to other ppl’s pt of view.

1 word to describe…its not childish, its not introvert,

its just plainly self-centered. thats all..

never claim that one is an empty vessel,

when u cant even produce better result or even

smarter ideas in life. learn…learn more…

And now that I’m strong, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know, I’ll find, deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.
I’ll stand up with you forever.
I’ll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s okay.

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I’ll be the one.

ill always be your guardian angel…=))

ill never let you fall…

dun give up, ill be there to teach u…haha although im struggling

too..LOL…i duno hw are we goin to go thru yr 4…

when we are half dead….no worries…

even if it takes me to read all the texts, i will…to teach u..=)

tech com SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSS………..

how destiny & fate plays a part in every life..

leaving ppl helpless and surprise….its interesting

how u end up wif someone u never did expected…

n when u look back, u realise there were others much better..

but you chose and decided to love tis one even more than

you ever did…thats fate

its contradicting when i say,

you are not the future partner i wana b wif,

but i wana stay wif u forever.

=) …u changed my mind

haven been blogging…

2 words can summarize my life since sch had started,

TIRING AND STRESS…period.

its damn stressful to juggle 7 cores and 1 elective..total of 23AUs..

onli after 2 years…this is my first time overloading my timetable..

due to all the warnings..i was like prac taking the most 5-6 cores each sem

plus i take MC fer 1 core..that will b like ave of 4 cores each sem..

lol..so u can imagine hw slack my life was…

now is like so typical engine student…fuck…

ALL THE CORES ARE DRIVING ME NUTS…

STEEL, TRANSPORT, STRUCTS 2, WATER RESOURCE..

these mighty 4 can kill me instantly alr….

damn all the lecturers and tutors this sem are crap…

super duper crap…its as if hearing an insane human speaking his own language..

one word….fuck..=.=

things cldnt get even worst,

when my traveling tool gives me huge problems…

maybe i need LASIK…my eye sight is horrible…

the spring from my traveling tool(bike) ‘s “stand” juz pract fell off..

leaving my “stand” dangling in the air…so its like draggin it all the way

when it starts off…

tt seriously gave me a panic attack!

tried to fix it back..but i juz aint got that kinda strength…zzz

ended lesson at 430, stayed at e same spot tryin to pull tt fucking

spring till 530…sick!…

called chin yi down to help me…if it wasnt fer him,

i thk ill prob take a stupid bus home all the way from NTU…

I HATE MY BIKE…CAN I CHANGE TO A SCOOTER? ARGH!

can life be any better? sighs…

n all the problems all come at one time..

need to get my bike fix…alot of parts are getting faulty and

some need to b changed due to wear and tear..

that means..it will burn a big hole in my pocket and

there goes my psp fund..=((

the repairs will go up to bout 500 plus if i were to get everything fixed up..

sighs…this is bad..

school’s boring and tiring…but oh wells..

cld get to see my girl and LR..haha..its not bad though wif them

in school…it makes it less dull…

but damn sucky..coz i cant get the elective i want..damn it..

can someone juz drop it..or can the lecturer let out more slots?

its fucking irritating…n im stressed enuff tt i haf so many cores and

electives to clear…so cant u juz gif me some slots fer HS812….damn it..

i dun wana take cyber security..and the more i dun wana take it alone..

fuck it…=.=

sighs….my plans to buy my psp on friday..

had juz been smashed…=(

depress….

at least theres something to look forward for..

training…and mahjong..hoh hoh hoh..

but i dun wan sat to come..sighs…my cousie is gona check out

the motor workshop fer me…sighs..here comes the bad news

and there goes my psp..=(

ok..im being exaggerating..LOL…but im just too lazy to blog..

in short…my daily routines this holiday..is rather standard..

meeting my ger…going fer lame elective..known as “eco-architecture in urban living environment”.

I don’t even fucking understand a shit in this elective man..

greenery, architecture, design, building, plans, LTA…big words wif profound meanings

sucks totally…didnt study fer my exam…onli read thru 1/2 of the notes?

went fer the paper…crap thru the questions, and left 1 hr before the paper ends..

so high possibility that ill flung that paper..pls pray for me ppl.

sighs…my term break is ending …

plus this whole term break..i did not work at all..omg..equals to..broke..o.0

and its a very very very sad thing…

no more holiday, tis means,

(1) NO MORE MAHJONG ( I miss my mahjong kakis =(((…and mahjong )

(2) NO MORE WAKING UP LATE

(3) NO MORE WATCHING MOVIES ONLINES

(4) NO MORE LATE NIGHT DATES (til 2am)

(5) NO MORE WALA

(6) AND STILL NO PSP YET..=(((

(7) YES, MORE TUTORIALS

(8)  MORE N MORE CORES TO HANDLE =.=

im very very very very very very very very depressed…..sighs…

I have a pair of highly observant eyes..

therefore yest night in town, i realised this korean guy walked off,

leaving his paper bag behind..with his wallet and mobile phone in it..

and i ran after him and returned him…n it was his friends whom thanked me

profusely..zzzzzzz

im sucha honest kid..wahaha..

wtf..and life is so fucking unfair…why whenever i lose something, i never tend to get it back?

NO ONE EVER RETURNS IT BACK TO ME? WHY HUH?

i dropped duno hw many phones, wallet, umbrella, student pass, cash card

u name it..maybe i ever did drop before..hahah

BUT NO ONE EVER CALLS ME BACK N RETURN TO ME…

so unfair…sighs…

i believe in karma but why onli bad things happen to me..n not gd? zzzzz

how depressing…

oh wells…jay chou’s movie was fantastic..=))

3 and 1/2 stars…n it was her to dragged me to watch..

im sorry for showing no interest at all before watching..my bad k?

it was nice..=) and i enjoyed it…my bad my bad my bad…=X -pulls ears-

the female lead is soooooooo pretty

ok..whatever…im starting school on monday..

how boring…=.=

1 whole week man..faints…act was

supposed to b back by thur or fri..but

my sis suddenly got acute appendix had

b hospitalised immed n get the surgery done..

faints…her appendix burst n the doc said there

were 400ml of pus in her body..he managed to onli

drained out 200 ml and the remaining will need antiboitics

to do the job…admitted fer 2 days or so…and me n micheal

were like aimless lol….we had no place to stay..so end up

crashing over at my sis’s gf’s sis’s hse..LOL..

seriously it was funny man hanging ard him..

he practically made me walked alot..like reali alot..

we walked like more than 4 hrs..2hrs from the hospital

to KL’s prominent twin towers…LOL…and to LOT 10

then down to pentaling street…omg..hahaha..

seriously gd exercise..n everytime he wld say “reaching liao, 20 mins onli”

hahaha..kns…it was never 20 mins onli..haha

it was fun though

i totally had no auto roam in malaysia..lol..

so i prac mia fer 1 week..lol

zzzz…i dun like tuition ..kns

esp when i meet china parents..

they are rather picky..zzzz

sianz 1/2…

lol..i missed my appointment today at 1pm..lol..

faints…ill b out of spore from this sunday onwards..hoh..

short trip to our neighbouring country..

i am so goin to kill that stupid crocroach..

she tries to wake me u

dun let me see u..lol..im so gona smack u..lol..

n make u run ard like some kid..LOL..

went to wala bar on sat…the live band was not bad..

but not reali into rock…so i prefer weekdays..more

of a jazz music..haha..it was nice though…

but it was packed…

i tied the cherry stick with my tongue…wahahaha..pro right..

u know wad does that implies? LOL…o.0

i had no mahjong for 2 weeks alr..lol..

feel like playing..sobs…

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what’s the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of ‘em just like you
And girl you’re just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don’t be just another dime

Because

I can’t take
Seeing you with him
‘Cuz I know exactly what you’ll be,
In his gallery
It’s just not fair
And it’s tearing me apart
You’re just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She’s so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money’s hard to ignore
She really doesn’t know what to do
Girl it’s just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he’s done dulling your shine
You’re out the door and he’s through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what’s the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of ‘em just like you
And girl you’re just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don’t be just another dime

I can’t take
Seeing you with him
‘Cuz I know exactly what you’ll be
In his gallery
It’s just not fair
And it’s tearing me apart
You’re just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You’re a masterpiece
I know that he
Can’t appreciate your beauty
Don’t let him cheapen you
He don’t see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can’t take
Seeing you with him
‘Cuz I know exactly what you’ll be
In his gallery
It’s just not fair
And it’s tearing me apart
You’re just another priceless work of art

I can’t take
Seeing you with him
‘Cuz I know exactly what you’ll be
In his gallery
It’s just not fair
And it’s tearing me apart
You’re just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery